I’m now in a phase of a time in which, a face flashes in my mind whenever I am happy or sad. The same face flashes every time I go to sleep at night. That is the face that come to my mind as soon as I wake up. That is the face that brings ample smiles on my face. That face makes me feel good. Feel wanted and special. Perhaps this can last only for a while or may be nothing can be changed much. Nothing apart from the face.
Yes, anything and anyone is replaceable.
And in all honestly it’s not tough. Some things and people are meant to be forgotten. But again its not easy to forget until it’s been replaced. Maybe it can be done otherwise but this is how it works for me. New and improved is always better they say. No pun intended.
When I wanted a new phone, it did not take me five minutes to dump the old and change my sim card into it. Yeah I mourned for the old one for a few days and now that's the last thing on my mind. Or be it my white favourite earrings, my favourite wallet. It happens, life moves on.
No, I'm not comparing people to materials here. But if you look at it that way, you realize that it is not entirely wrong. People come, people go. That's life. It’s a pity I did not see it this way earlier. No matter what, you need to live. With whatever you have. It is not the same I agree, but in some time it will be. So I'm not complaining. People can be replaced too.
Provided you want to do that.
Too much of thinking has gone into it...
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